Tue 24 Jun 2008
Stranded on a deserted screened porch
Posted by sandi under fiction writing, procrastination, real life
You’ve heard of the summer of love. I am having the summer of strandedness. And after two days of it, I am already learning a lot about myself.
First, may I say that I haven’t been this carless since I was sixteen and waiting for California to abolish the parallel parking requirement in the driver’s test so I could get my license.
This time, my strandedness happened because I am writing a novel that is due in two months, and meanwhile, The Third Kid came home from college, having signed up for all kinds of exciting opportunities, all taking place Elsewhere:
- Babysitting for several families, one of whom took her to London with them for three weeks
- Running a summer camp, which involves putting on TWO musicals in a four-week period, using actors and actresses who are between the ages of 6 and 9 and are anxious to begin their stage careers
- Doing an internship each evening, an hour away from home, helping to stage “Fiddler on the Roof” with middle and high school students.
A person could get tired dashing off in so many directions. A person could get tired WATCHING someone dash off in so many directions. She tears out of the house at about 8 a.m., trailing papers, changes of clothes, English muffins for breakfast, peanut butter sandwiches for lunch, turkey sandwiches for supper…and then we don’t see her (or my car) again until she comes home about 10:30 p.m. in a state of collapse.
I used to be fond of my mobility, but here’s what I have learned about stationary life, things I would like to share with you in case you have a real life and don’t know what strandedness is like:
1/ Just because you are sitting at your desk does not mean that you are working. You can make yourself sit there, but you can’t make yourself stop reading wikipedia or OMG.
2/ People call your house all day long. The phone rings and rings and rings. Telemarketers try to sneak through, even though you’ve signed up for the Do Not Call list over and over again. The firemen in your town are probably giving a parade and they want to discuss how much money you will give. Others simply want to put aluminum siding on your house. Friends call, probably hoping to just leave a quick message on your voice mail, but then they get you instead and don’t know how to get off the phone, and so you find yourself in hour-long conversations about nothing at all.
3/ Daytime television is probably one of the best arguments for outside-the-house employment that there is. Do NOT even think of turning it on, or it will demoralize you and make you wish that you lived in another century where television was not heard of.
4/ Rabbits–yes, rabbits–visit your garden at the same time every day and munch on your basil and petunias and then hop away, to return in 24 hours, even though they don’t have clocks, as far as I can tell.
5/ Twenty minute naps are FABULOUS.
6/ Birds don’t stay on their nests as much as you need to stay at your computer. I am currently having a contest with a lady cardinal whose nest is right at my eye level, nestled in the lilac bush, to see which of us can stay at our post the longest. I am proud to report that she loses every time, flitting off somewhere to do something more interesting than sit on her eggs, and I win. Of course, if she had access to the internet on her nest like I do in mine, she could probably remain on the nest for much longer intervals, just as I can.
(To my editor, in case she is reading this: No, really! I AM writing the novel! Honest! It’s zipping right along! Don’t even worry about it. September is still a long time away from now. I checked the calendar just this morning.)





June 25th, 2008 at 10:08 am
I think the psychological implications of being carless are unsettling, whether you really want to go anywhere or not. And so you wander around the house, thinking about all the places you could be going (if only you had wheels!)
And isn’t it amazing that our seemingly safe suburban homes are just loaded with black holes of time sucking nemeses - and I’m sitting at the biggest one right now!
June 25th, 2008 at 10:18 am
Becca, you’re so right! I love that: black holes of time sucking nemeses! Someone called this the World Wide Waste of Time, and I think that says it all.
June 25th, 2008 at 9:27 pm
Oh, being carless is horrible, even if you have nowhere to go. This is my second carless summer — last year because I was unable to drive with a broken foot, this year because college-age kid needs $2500 repair to his $300 car. As long as it sits idle, he needs a way to get to work. I hate being at my office without a way to leave if I wanted to, even if just to go get lunch if I one day realize that my routine sack lunch is suddenly unappetizing.
June 26th, 2008 at 7:35 pm
Cam, you sound like you are having a life very identical to mine this summer. The theme this year is: College age kid needs car for some reason, and yours and mine seem to be the cars available. As bad as it is staying at home, I hate being stranded at an office even worse. We need escapes! I hope your college age kid is being very WONDERFUL AND APPRECIATIVE and is expressing his gratitude daily! (And filling the gas tank.)
June 27th, 2008 at 10:58 am
Sandi, you are hilarious. The thing is, I can totally picture you sitting there, watching that cardinal, seeing who can perch the longest. And I know what you mean — I can sit at the computer all day long and still come up with absolutely nothing new. It’s almost magical. As for your daughter, wow! Is she ever busy. Good for her for being such a go-getter, though. I think it’s fabulous. Hope she’s enjoying herself and learning a lot.